I HATE HIGH SCHOOL

GAH there is so much freakin drama and im ready to just blow something up because of it. Ok here it is- so joel broke up with me last week which im still broken up. I think i really was in love with that kid but he wants to see other people (kirby- dont make fun of her name its not her fault that her parents called her that or that joel likes her better than me) so Cassie and Sterling in an effort to make me feel better had me ask my good friend kevin for fun and so they could have a group and so we went and Kevin flirted with me Hardcore like trying to hold my hands. Kevin has a girlfriend and im not even ready to do that kind of thing yet so that really really bugged me and then today him and amber were talking about it and he said "im not sure if i like jessi but there was something there last night." um no there was nothing there!! i was honestly being myself and he kept trying to make something there and i dont want him likeing me because i dont feel that way about him and kelley really isnt over him still UGH I HATE DRAMA!!!